I swear that if i go there now
I can change her mind and turn it all around
And I know I’m crazy but I’ll say the words
And she’ll listen this time even though they’re slurred
Dialed her number and confessed to her
I’m still in love but all i heard was nothing
I wanted words but all i heard was nothing
I still believe in fairy tales and happy endings. I believe that one day I’ll find my princess and we’ll live happily ever after without any complications. I’ve never held a girl’s hand before because I believe that should be saved for the one. I don’t like to hug people because I believe it should be an act shown to the right person not just any random girl. I’ve only had one crush throughout my 16 years of living while other guys have had 3294723983 crushes. After watching Friends With Benefits I realized that I’m truly damaged. All of these ideals are immature and all of these thoughts are unrealistic.
but then you realize that its never gonna happen ever again
Awww. Happy memories.
(Source: bit.ly)
There’s always that one person who you’ll always go back and forth wondering if you love them, hate them, or just plain miss them.
So last night I ended up thinking about my life instead of sleeping and I’ve kinda lost friends I thought I would never lose. I guess it’s cause of either distance or something but it’s pretty lame. I used to be really close to them or at least I thought I was but as this year went on we just stopped talking after a while and it kinda makes me sad. Honestly I thought we would keep in touch for a while, but I guess they stopped making an effort and i stopped trying leading to us being almost strangers. Well I miss them, but life goes on and I’ve gotten closer to people I’d never thought I’d hang out with. eh just a thought.
